Jordan Martin

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182 appearances 1 recordings 1 series first heard Jun 2026 last heard 14 Jun

Jordan Martin’s voice in public audio — every appearance, attributed to the second.

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I should be on the top of the world.

And I was heading into the summer with plans, with people, with things I was looking forward to.

But then this haze just rolled in.

And I stopped posting on social media.

I started doom scrolling again.

I was still showing up for people, still laughing and still crashing.

Jokes, still going out, but there were these moments where it felt like I was watching myself from above, like I was an observer in my own life.

And underneath all of that, there was somebody running their goddamn mouth.

It was a mean, relentless voice, and unfortunately, it wasn't somebody else's voice this time.

It was my own.

And it was saying such awful things like they know.

You're a fraud.

You will always be that single friend.

You don't deserve to be here.

Just nasty, horrendous thoughts.

And I'd still smile through them.

I'd still laugh at the jokes.

I'd still tell my own.

And then I'd go home, walk my dogs, wash my face, go to bed, and I'd do it all over again.

I was stuck in a hole that I had dug myself.

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