Jordan Martin

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182 appearances 1 recordings 1 series first heard Jun 2026 last heard 14 Jun

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Taking Up Space with Jordan · What Happens When You Stop Believing in Yourself · 14 Jun 2026 podcast

And here's what's was underneath it all.

I wrote and published a book.

And it is not flying off the sh virtual shelves the way that I dreamed it would.

And instead of sitting with that disappointment like a grown heel person would, I decided, apparently, quietly, secretly, that I was a failure.

I started telling myself that no one wants to read the words that I've written, no one cares about the stories in my head, that I should just give it all up.

And here's what makes me so angry with that.

I thought that I'd healed this part.

Of me.

The part that thinks that if something isn't perfect, it's a failure.

The all-or-nothing mentality I've carried most of my life.

I've done the work.

I've been in the rooms.

I thought we were past this.

But I think that's the part a lot of us don't talk about.

Even when you've healed a wound, the scar is still there.

And on random days, it's going to pull and tug and hurt.

I've healed so much over the past few years.

It's

Literally why I was finally able to pursue being an author at all.

But healing doesn't mean the old version of you just evaporates or disappears.

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