Jordan

It's like the show coming out, this will come out.

We're talking about hard subjects and it could trigger both of us.

And I think it's natural to feel a little defensive, each of us with what happened and what the other person did.

But

I have seen a lot of progress over the last couple of months and he's definitely like a different person than he was before therapy.

I will say that.

I would say even if the quality time isn't as much as it should be, but making sure that time is quality, like making sure when I am with him and the kids, like I'm not on my phone and I'm

I try to do that with my business in general.

Give 100% to what you're doing at the time.

So if I'm at work, I'm 100% at work.

If I'm with my kids or with Jordan, 100% there and just try to be in the moment.

That's something I'm really trying to work on because even if it's one night a week that we got to connect or spend time with each other, if that's quality time, then it's worth it, right?

So I feel like that's something he would appreciate is just me being more present.

Yeah.

That's something I actually worked through in therapy a lot.

I always joke to my showrunner and the producers, like starting in season one, I'm like, I don't cry.

So just so you know, like you'll never see me cry.

And then season three comes and

I cried quite a bit.

But for some reason, when it comes to Jordan, I've been very emotionally shut down.