Justina Blakeney

And I like hit the numbers I wanted to hit and all that.

And I'm like, oh, shit.

Now I got to keep it here forever.

That does not feel tingly.

Just a forever job with no reward.

The keep it here forever job is not super tingly.

Terrible.

So I'm struggling with that.

I'm struggling with that.

Honestly, that's been something that's been appearing in my journal a lot lately.

And I haven't figured it out.

And I probably...

the figuring out of it probably just means that getting more comfortable with never figuring it out.

But you know, here we are.

Maintenance energy.

That's exactly right.

I struggle with maintenance energy.

And so, yeah, I really think that's a big part of my work right now is that not sprinting thing.

And it's just like, it's okay to walk.

You know, it's actually great to walk and it's the same kind of energy with, you know, my health and it's the same kind of energy in business, which we recently, you know, closed down our online shop, which was a big move for us in the business, but it was about many things.