Katriona O'Sullivan

He says, when you're not here, it's dark.

You're the light.

It doesn't matter what you look like, what you're wearing, what's on your face or what isn't.

It's your light that I love.

And that sounds so cheesy and so woo-woo, but he genuinely means it.

And he's never asked me to change.

In fact, he often encourages me not to change, especially when I'm on a mission.

And I talk about that in the story.

Oh, it was hard.

Like the dread of getting married.

So Dave proposed to me about five years before and we hadn't really planned a wedding.

We were busy living life and we didn't have money and stuff.

The crash happened.

Dave's mum was meant to be getting married.

She had to cancel the date.

And she said to me, do you and Dave want to take the date?

And it was four months away.

And I immediately thought in my head, because I just had my last baby, if I have the wedding in four months, no one can judge me for being a fat bride.

Because bridehood is stress hood in terms of body.

Like I met a girl the other day, Brendan.