Keilan

I don't know.

I just feel like I've, like, come into myself in a way that I, like, didn't even know was possible.

I'm seeing so many different sides of myself through, like, all the experiences that I'm having.

Like, I'm... I'm, like, I'm meeting...

I don't know what, I mean, maybe it's this age too.

Like I'm also in my Saturn return.

So I'm literally like, like, bitch, this is who you are.

But it's like meeting the versions of myself that I like becoming friends with the parts of myself that I hate.

It's a lot and it's beautiful.

It's been beautiful.

And like, it's the best decision I've ever made.

Like my whole life is expanding.

And so like at the end of the day, like if you have, if you have the feeling, even just the feeling, like stick with that.

like fear is not real i mean it's it's it's you can validate yourself it's tangible it's not real like yeah there's a in my in my heart and i'm in my life in all of our lives i i'm really seeing so clearly now that like the only two like feelings that exist are like love and if it's not if it's not love it's fear so that's not real so i guess the one thing is love so yeah

just really trying to like move from love and from that feeling in love for yourself.

And just like, if you have the urge, just do it and just try.

You can always, something that actually got me through was I was like, oh, I actually can move back.

Type shit.

But I'll say the fears weren't affirmed.

Yeah.