Kodal
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30 appearances
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1 series
first heard Dec 2024
last heard Dec 2024
Kodal’s voice in public audio — every appearance, attributed to the second.
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You ignored my first question. Do you like Putin?
I at the time was pretty mentally unwell. I was very much into partying and seeing random men all of the time.
I told my friend, hey, let's get a pregnancy test because I'm not feeling so well about this. So for some reason, I was too nervous to get it myself. So I asked her to get it for me. So she went to Dollarama and got me a pregnancy test. I watch it slowly move. And then I see one line and then two lines. And then I yell at my friend to come in. But I wasn't panicking. I was in shock.
And she started panicking again.
I just, like, immediately went to him to tell him, because, like, I felt that it was him.
I had to search paternity tests, but I was like, wait, I'm pregnant. So I had to do research on the difference between prenatal and a paternity test after the child is born. Then I searched prenatal paternity tests near me. And then this Viaguard Acumetrix at 1232 Kingston Road shows up. And I was like, oh, wow, this is really close.
And the hallway outside of this medical office, there was no lights on. So it was a little weird.
I just remember, though, like his hands were really shaky when he was doing it. He was very shaky. It felt really weird.
For some reason I started to feel dizzy. So I think it was just blood and being overwhelmed. So he's like, can you just sit down and I can get you some water if you want and stuff like that. And I was like, yeah. And I think he caught the gist that I was feeling like weird about everything. And he said, don't worry, we'll take care of you.
Just reassuring because I very much show my emotions and I was very much showing my emotions that day. And he reassured me that we'll figure this out and all that kind of stuff.
Why do we have to do that? It's a paternity test. Paternity test.
And then he put it into the envelope. And I remember him saying that he'd trust me to send it out.
It just felt so trashy. Doesn't that sound terrible? I felt trashy.
What I'm feeling at that moment is that I'm irresponsible and immature to put it into the mailbox to send it to a company who's gonna tell me who the father of my child is. It didn't feel very nice. And there's people just catching the bus and I'm putting a box of DNA. It's just weird. It's a weird concept. I had a pit in my stomach. But at the end of the day, my brain kept saying, science?
You know, like, it's obviously legit. It's a DNA company. You know, why would anything go wrong?
The voice on the other end of the call was calm. He's not the dad. And I remember I couldn't breathe. Like, I started crying really hard, but it was like the cry that hasn't come out yet. The phone call ended, and that was just it.
When you're given all of these different avenues where your life could go for your child and you start to almost like visualize what life will be like and now that one's gone. You have to erase that from your mind and now visualize these other lives that you might have.
I was basically begging him to come over and do the test. And I assured him that it would be in my house. We'll both be there and we'll send it out together. So it's like super safe and foolproof. Like there's, why wouldn't you?
So then I texted him and he sent like heart eyes and he was all excited.
Sure.
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