Lauren Golden
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1,121 appearances
3 recordings
2 series
first heard Apr 2026
last heard 7 Jul
Lauren Golden’s voice in public audio — every appearance, attributed to the second.
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That was it.
And I didn't know whether to tell anyone straight away, you know, I was just kind of like, okay.
And it was, again, it was like this way that my brain was, and this still, this hug, this comfort.
I feel like I embodied him in so many ways in the early days.
into big brother role and i know people might listen to this and think like that's not healthy it really was the healthiest process for me i have the resources and you know like obviously being in the world i'm in we have to get constant therapy i knew i was going to have space to hold all the other feelings that obviously did come later but this was my true story of the first few weeks you know it was just it was almost a piece and of course dipping in and out of the disbelief and the all of the other feelings but for the most part this kind of like
if you saw me in those few days you'd notice me i kept doing this wow this this nod into my body you know this kind of like yeah okay because you see people when someone passes and it's a lot of shake in your head i just kept being like okay you know um yeah it's funny isn't it because you would see people
They'd be like, it hasn't hit her yet.
I know.
You know, this kind of language.
I know.
And it's funny because we only put that aside for the really tough bits.
Like, oh, she's in shock.
It didn't hit her yet.
What didn't?
Grief is everything, do you know?
You know, grief is sometimes the, you know, I'm happy he doesn't.
suffer i'm happy didn't see this thing in this world or sometimes grief is a sadness sometimes it's the anger but sometimes i hear people they're like oh wait for it and i'm like wait for what this is it this is what it looks like and it looks different for everyone but we all go into different stages at different times i'm gonna grieve my brother forever and it is gonna look different sometimes you know um but that was it for me that was it and i i
You can call it shock.
I really, I don't mind what anyone needs to call it for it to make sense to them.
But I know that I felt really minded, you know, and really kind of held.
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