Leah Sottile
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50 appearances
1 recordings
1 series
first heard Jun 2025
last heard Jun 2025
Leah Sottile’s voice in public audio — every appearance, attributed to the second.
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One gal I spoke to, she got there and thought, oh, I'll just get a piece of pizza when I land. And the people who picked her up were like, no, no, no, you're not getting that. You don't get to do that. So what I think is so fascinating about these groups is that even the people who aren't benefiting from the power enforce the rules.
You know, I like to call them Amy's deputies because they really were kind of like spreading her message and appointed by her to do so. They were the most hard liners about doing things the way that Amy wanted. So you had that financial control you had. The inability to leave. You also had people who had kids, who had spouses, and they were really not allowed to call them.
Maybe they could get permission to make a call, but it was rare. And in one instance, there was a woman who was starting to have real doubts about being there. And she was on the live stream at one point, and her family was so relieved to see that she was on the live stream because they hadn't heard from her. They didn't know if she was okay, and they didn't know where she was.
Resting in any way was taking energy from Mother God, which is an affront to the earth itself. You know, a typical day at the Love Has One house was essentially you were going to get maybe four hours sleep if you were lucky. And that was because if Amy was awake and drinking, then you two were awake with her. If she was asleep, you may be allowed to go to bed.
Father God was kind of seen as sort of the enforcer. And so and at one point, Father God and arguably Amy, too, decided we just want you to cut down all these trees around the house. But we're not going to allow you to do that with a chainsaw. You're going to do that with hand tools.
And we're going to watch you from the patio of the house do hard, hard labor to just clear this area because Amy wants a garden. You know, so it was backbreaking work.
There's video of him on the live stream saying like, I've arrived, I'm here. You know, he had already been so indoctrinated with their beliefs online that when he got there, he was like ready to talk about them. And you even hear a father God be like, well said, like you're talking about what we talk about almost better than we talk about it.
At some point, he says that he was handed a drink by someone. He drank that and he was told to go fight darkness in the wilderness. His family believes that he was drugged in some way. He went out into the woods. In this really remote area, he got lost. They didn't go looking for him and they lost track of him.
No one lived anywhere near Colorado. So you had people driving there. You had people getting on flights. You had people online trying to say, hey, my brother is missing. We don't know where he is. We heard he's with this group. We don't think he's there anymore because I think people on the live stream were joking about him leaving. They launched this full assault to try and find him.
A man on Facebook said, I'll bring out my tracking dog to find him. And his sister was like, Okay, great. I don't know who you are, but I really hope you can help us. And they literally did find him walking on the side of the street. He had been in the hospital. He checked himself out of the hospital saying he didn't want to be there. He'd been found naked on someone's property.
It sounds to me like he was having like a serious psychedelic experience or a mental break. And he just had no support system at all from these people who said, come here. We love you more than anyone. Mother understands you. They just cast him to the wind.
One was selling kind of spiritual consultations over the phone. What has long been called in New Age circles like a psychic surgery. They also sold a lot of products. They sold candles. They sold crystals. They sold artwork painted by Amy and Father God. I would say the most...
lucrative product for them the most expensive one was colloidal silver this is something that transcends politics it transcends really cultural beliefs you've got the most conservative militia guys agreeing with the most hippie moms about that colloidal silver is a substance that you should ingest And really the way that it's made is like putting a battery hooked up to wires in water.
And they sold that as this sort of divine substance. And it was expensive, you know, several hundred dollars. So people would buy colloidal silver. They needed to be taking it every day. Obviously, you get people taking a substance that's expensive every day. They're going to need to keep buying it from you.
Back in the 1800s, there were people who worked in silver mines that would die of silver poisoning, and they would have ingested so much silver into their bodies that their skin would turn blue. Most notably, there was a man who died, and when they did an autopsy of his body, all of his organs were blue, his liver, his heart. It had changed his physical body so severely that it killed him.
And with Amy Carlson, you see that as she goes forward in her life, she starts to kind of turn gray at a certain point. And that gray becomes a kind of purple, becomes a kind of blue.
Amy Carlson's life, you know, she starts to become extremely anti-Semitic. She starts to say super racist stuff. She's got conspiracy theories about the Illuminati and lizard people. America is a divine land kind of thing.
They said, look, we're here to check on the kids that are living here and we're here to talk to mother. They were very familiar with who Amy was at that point. And Jason Castillo really chillingly says, OK, well, the children are sleeping and mother is in rest. She has rested. They didn't know what that meant, but they went in the house. This is like after midnight.
There were several people in the house. They're all awake, like working on their projects that they've been given. They're not sleeping yet. The police go into the back bedroom of the home and it's essentially a shrine. There are Christmas lights everywhere, twinkling, covering every surface, the bed, the furniture, the ceiling. And in the bed is Amy Carlson's dead body.
wrapped in a sleeping bag, covered in makeup, and essentially mummified.
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