Leo Skeppi

Like if other people don't appreciate something and I own it, what the fuck is the point in having it?

If I can't exchange it for nothing, like if it's worthless to everybody else, but I like it, that's not something smart to have.

Let's go ahead and get rid of it.

Replace it with something that I can trade or like have that people would like, does that make sense?

I looked at traits like that in myself where all the times that I've felt so unappreciated, it's like I got to this point with my integrity and my integrity has done nothing but bite me in the ass.

I was thinking like, why am I so hard and desperately holding on to my integrity?

I see zero benefit of it besides I get to sleep peaceful at night.

I get fucked in so many situations and it's like, I should kill you, but I don't.

Cause it's illegal.

If it was legal, best believe I'd have a whole hit list of bodies under my fucking belt.

But my integrity, it's like, I was questioning it.

Like, why the fuck do I hold onto it so hard for myself?

So I feel better.

It's like, I see people with no integrity get so far and get so much shit.

And I'm like,

I could really just take it there.

If I just flip, I could really be the worst person that anyone's ever fucking seen.

I really was contemplating that.

Because I'm like, why do I hold on to this integrity shit so hard?

It's like nobody seems to value it.