Leo Skeppi

It's like every single day I wake up, everything resets in my mind.

Like when I drop merch or when I am doing my pop-up,

The dates are March 28th and 29th in Houston.

So just want to throw that in there.

But even with that, when I drop merch or do the pop-up store or do anything like that, I feel no confidence that people will show up or that people will buy my merch.

It doesn't matter how many followers I have.

It doesn't matter how many people have bought things from me in the past.

Every time I drop merch, it's like I'm starting from zero, right?

I have no confidence and no entitlement, really.

People are going to buy it.

And with the pop-up, I'm like...

I have zero faith that people will show up.

When I go outside in public, when I go to the gym, I get stopped at least 10 times during my workout by people coming up to me, recognizing me, saying hi, being happy, being sweet, appreciating me, asking to take a photo.

I always stop and make sure I take time with people that see me out in public.

I fucking love you guys.

But you'd think with as much external proof and reassurance that I have nonstop

I could feel some kind of hope that when I do this pop-up, people will come.

When I drop merch, people will want it.

I don't have it.

And it's so destabilizing and it's so not fun because I don't have any stability with it.