Leslie John

Like, no, that doesn't work for me.

If you need to do that, find another guy.

And all the best.

And I'll be single and that's okay.

You know, it doesn't mean it's right or wrong.

It was my request.

And I think it's because I had in most of my previous relationships, not all of them, but most of them, I felt under attack constantly for who I was.

Underappreciated, but it was more like just under attack.

It's like, why are you doing this?

Or why is that?

Or why is this?

I didn't feel understood.

And then therefore there was a frustration.

Maybe it was a mind reading expectation or whatever it is.

Or they wanted me to be a different person.

They expected me, once we were together, not gonna be a different person, as opposed to, this is who I am, accept me, or don't be with me, and that's okay.

And I lacked the courage to get out of those relationships.

So I just, I changed to make them happy.

I wasn't happy and they still weren't happy.

So no matter how much I changed, they still weren't happy.