Liliana

We don't have this stuff in my house.

So I just really enjoyed it over there.

And they were, you know, always partying together and stuff like that.

And so I just always got to be over there.

And because he was next door, a lot of times I would just run back and forth between the two houses.

But there was a night where I wanted to go over.

So I asked my mom if I could go over to their house.

And she was like, you need to ask your dad first.

So I go into the man cave where he's playing his guitar.

And the thing about my parents is you can't like when you want their attention, you have to wait for them to acknowledge you.

You're not allowed to be like, hey, I need you.

Hey, mom.

Hey, dad.

You have to wait for them to acknowledge you.

And honestly, that's something I still struggle with.

Like as an adult, like

I've, I've literally had my boss, like I'll go up to my boss and stand at his desk.

And there was a day where he was like, Liliana, you can't just stand there.

You have to say something.

So I'm, I'm learning that it's okay for me to initiate whatever, but yeah, so I'm, I'm standing there and I'm waiting for him to finish playing his song on his guitar.