Lisa Miller

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773 appearances 5 recordings 3 series first heard Oct 2025 last heard 7 Jul

Lisa Miller’s voice in public audio — every appearance, attributed to the second.

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And as these failed attempts month after month started to add up, we got a very haunting sense that, wait a minute, maybe there's something wrong.
Maybe we can't conceive.
And as we moved into year one and a half and year two, we saw a fertility doctor and I checked out and he checked out my husband as being healthy.
They said, oh, we can get you pregnant, not to worry.
And we did some rounds of IUIs and after that, not working, strangely, wasn't sure why.
We did some rounds of IVF thinking, well, now we're going to the next phase.
Surely, he's healthy, I'm healthy with an IVF, we'll quickly conceive.
And yet still no baby, no one came.
The IVF process for us and our path was with every failed, really non-pregnancy, it felt like a funeral.
It felt like the death of our hopes and dreams.
It felt like the death of that tiny little embryo that was the closest thing we had to a child.
We were devastated.
And this wore equally on both of us.
The baby showers of our friends and the
little pink onesies that we would find ourselves buying for other people.
It was increasingly very, very depressing.
Shankar, as we went further down this road of trials, of no child coming, right as we really were in a season of tremendous pain, I started to notice helpers along the path.
and increasing synchronicities that were buoyant and guiding along the path, there started to be more and more light in this tunnel of pure occlusion.
For instance, I was on the bus once coming in late to work.
I was very depressed.
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