Lisa Morgan
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1,308 appearances
45 recordings
1 series
first heard Sep 2024
last heard 8 Aug
Lisa Morgan’s voice in public audio — every appearance, attributed to the second.
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you know, at the end of the day where when you can go home and you can just be in your safe spot and you can regulate and be okay, that's gone too.
So you don't even have that.
And then you don't have people understanding you because you may not, as an autistic person, be showing the, you know, societal norms of grieving.
You may not be doing the traditional ways of, you know, a funeral or something.
And so you have that pressure.
And
everything is so extraordinarily difficult.
You it feels like it feels like you're walking
you know, through wet cement.
Yes.
Yes, there's actually a name for that is called disenfranchised grief where it's experienced differently.
I mean, there is so much overwhelm in what you just explained.
Going through a major loss and then finding out that you don't even know who you are anymore.
Never mind having lost all of who
all of your routines and, you know, your weight your coping skills and the ways that you did things before, that's gone too.
And now you don't know who you are anymore and there's a gr there's a loss in in all of the experiences that you've had that you can look back on and say, How would that have been different if I had known I was autistic?
And then
what does this look for me in the future, which is all uncertainty, which is also on its own extremely dysregulating.
Um and at that time, you know, people are just probably in survival mode and taking you know, you get to the point where you take one day at a time and you you just do the best that you can.
Eventually you do pick up sort of
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