Louie Spence
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383 appearances
2 recordings
2 series
first heard May 2026
last heard 9 Jul
Louie Spence’s voice in public audio — every appearance, attributed to the second.
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Now, even though we weren't shown physical love, I know how much my parents love us and I know how much my mum loved all of us through the sacrifice and everything she'd done for us.
It's still hard to battle with the fact that, you know,
to not to not blame them for choosing that over you i think like i say i always i always
said my mum is her own person she can choose that was her choice you know and i try and separate it from being my mum to being a human being and i could make those mistakes anyone could and people have but it's really hard if she had chose you know you hear about people what have got through it why didn't she you know i feel like i say my mum was always searching for something that wasn't there a happiness
i think that she found happiness in alcohol because it made her forget it made her you know but then it got to that point of no return so she'd already gone so far knowing that she'd damaged herself that far so what's the point of living another however many i don't know i don't know and you know like for my dad you know i feel for him um
And my siblings.
But I don't blame her.
You know, I really, really, I promise you I don't.
I'm not angry with her.
I'm just sad that, you know, there's so many joyous things that have happened since she passed.
I have never, only because of my family.
But like I say, we're a strong family.
And I know that my siblings or my dad are not ashamed of my mum.
That's one thing I'm not ashamed of.
I'm not ashamed that she was an alcoholic.
I'm not.
She was an incredible mum.
She was a wonderful, wonderful person.
And I am part of her, as my siblings are.
I am the person I am because of her.
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