Mari Llewellyn

But for now, I just want to record at home with no camera and just kind of be really real with you guys.

So...

I hope that's okay.

It may not be every single week.

It may not be the same day every week.

But I don't want to just drop the show.

I want to keep going as long as I can until I'm too pregnant to do so.

And I just love you guys so much.

I know I disappeared a couple times this year because of IVF and whatever.

And I just so appreciate the patience that you have with me and just showing up for me.

It really means a whole lot.

So...

Anyway, just to give you guys a couple updates, as I said, I have been diving deep into nesting and pelvic floor therapy and hypnobirthing.

And I think a lot of people, when I say I'm doing the hypnobirthing class, think I'm doing like an at-home unmedicated birth, which I'm not.

I think it's so cool when people choose to do that.

And I have so much respect for it.

I think with my IVF experience, my doctor just recommended that I don't go that route because of IVF.

And I'm just feeling more comfortable about doing a hospital birth.

I have certain feelings on certain medications.

I'm open to an epidural.