Marisa Abela
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1,257 appearances
1 recordings
1 series
first heard May 2026
last heard 23 May
Marisa Abela’s voice in public audio — every appearance, attributed to the second.
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And also I'm like always making lists and I'm always being like, these are the tasks that I have.
And when, and the end of the thing, you know, I have a lot of stress and I kept telling myself, oh, I have so much stress in my life.
And I was creating this like kind of whirlwind of like,
um these i just i just i become obsessed with things and i can't become unobsessed like intrusive thoughts i guess yeah that was and then you get scared of manifesting those thoughts that you're like it's like the most insane pattern that you're just like because i'm also like i really believe that words have power me too super believe in manifestation and like super believe in like
I think I've willed everything, both good and bad, into my life.
And that makes me scared.
It's so scary because you're like, uh-oh.
No.
You can't stop thinking it.
And you're like, uh-oh, I'm thinking this thing, and therefore it's going to happen.
Yeah.
Yes.
And it's like having a big red button.
And someone's like, don't press it.
And then your brain is like, press it, press it, press it, press it.
Yeah.
And then...
I mean, this is kind of dark, but I had cancer in 2020 and I convinced myself that I'd thought it into existence.
And that was like, I mean, obviously that's crazy.
I was 20.
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