Mark Kerr

Because, I mean, just I had to I had to just get to a place which is just, you know, just a place that I just didn't like being.

Right.

Yeah, and that's the – I answer that question for myself, right?

And it's one where it's like, okay –

You know, and to get for me to get there was was so not difficult, but like I would watch film of me walking out and I couldn't even recognize myself.

Like my facial expression, how I walked, how I carried myself.

I look at it and go, well, it doesn't even look like me.

like transforming like into a completely different person and it's understanding like like compartmentalizing everything like no emotions no nothing singularly focused to one thing and that thing was i'm gonna impose my will on you till i fucking take yours that's it

And for me, it just was a darker place for me to go.

Right.

Of course.

No, you can't.

Yeah.

Yeah.

I mean, it's just one where... It's a nutty requirement of someone.

It is.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Because it's fucking... You talk about vulnerable, like vulnerable, like fucking bearing your soul.

That's...