Mark Kerr

Because you get to a place of exhaustion.

You know, it's weakness.

You know, you're showing everybody you're in there.

You weren't strong enough to train to the capacity you need to train to, to fight.

And look at this dude.

He's beating the fuck out of you.

And you got fucking hot pants on.

Right?

To add a little fucking insult, right?

Got fucking hot pants on you beating the fuck so I mean there's that whole thing It's it's very fucking vulnerable to fight because there's it's just it's just Very like the loneliest place of two loneliest places in the world is walking into the ring and after the fights over mmm The two loneliest places I've ever been in my entire life are those two places Because there's no help when you're walking into the ring.

It's just fucking you and you know that and after the fight It's just you

And you have to live with whatever experience you just had, win, lose, or draw.

You know, times I won, I felt empty because it felt like I needed to go do something again.

It felt like I needed to go achieve something again.

Like everything was so focused on this thing.

Once this thing's over, I need another thing.

I need to go chase that thing.

It's this never ending.

Like for me, it was this never ending because I was trying to be enough.

I was just trying to be enough, and I could never get there.