Matias De Stefano
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269 appearances
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1 series
first heard Apr 2025
last heard May 2025
Matias De Stefano’s voice in public audio — every appearance, attributed to the second.
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It's about where do I have to place every idea, every emotion, every action that I took in the correct position of my body, of my soul, of my mind, so I can allow the kundalini, the energy, flow correctly. Otherwise, you're creating points of gravity within your center that attach the energy and they start to spin instead of just moving through.
So the Kundalini doesn't go like this, starts to roll and roll and roll. And when the snake of fire, it starts to roll in one place, it creates a disease, a conflict instead of moving. So that's why it's released the gravity from the center. So the energy can, the light, which is the photon can move through and not get attached to the gravity of something that you have inside.
Yeah. I want to speak from experience because it's easy to say, yeah, the emptiness. And I know it's not easy. I've been like right now sitting here, but right now I am in the middle of a process of destroying myself where I feel that emptiness of not knowing what I'm supposed to do tomorrow. If I have to destroy everything that I created, disappear from the sight of everyone, I don't know.
And the first thing that I feel is sadness. and depression. And I have been feeling that for every day since last month. And it's been terrible. But every time that I tap in that emotion, my higher self says, don't think that that emotion is something that you have to release.
But it's something you have to observe as a map because it's what it's holding you to understand why are you feeling that. So it's not like, oh, I have to feel happy because it's not good to feel sad. It's allow yourself to be that sadness until you feel nothing, until you go beyond that so you can see the map. And I've been doing that, but means to basically release everything.
Everything that was setting pressure on the existence and being who you are supposed to be starts to be ripped apart and destroyed. It's been like that. Like even yesterday I had a big meltdown because of that. Like saying to everyone I work with, saying, I want to disappear. I don't want to be here anymore.
And it's not, even if I feel it in sadness, it's like allowing yourself to go to that void and not thinking that it's something to be ashamed of, but something that is bringing you to a territory that is unknown. So it allows you to open yourself to new stuff, to new positions. As I said, maybe I was water inside a glass when I can be a galaxy.
But because I thought I feel contained in a glass of water, I'm not allowing myself to become stars. But only when I go to the void, I can be both at the same time.
When I was 12 and I started to remember, One of the main things that I started to remember was every death. And I had to go through not only my death, but remembering the death of people I loved. and how they started to disappear in front of my eyes and myself dying. So I made death kind of an exercise for me, which is also annoying for a lot of people that wants to keep living.
And the main reason is because when you are attached to life, you want to keep the things as you observe them. And in my life, I've been changing everything constantly. Like, oh, I created this. I will destroy it. I will do something else. And I will reincarnate in the same life in different projects or stuff, which is very unstable for many.
And for me, it's like a natural state of destroying myself once and again, because I have to remember that that's how life is. Actually, if I get attached to one shape or one idea, then... I would be stuck in the same process. So you start to see all the patterns that are stuck all the time and kind of like, oh, I want to destroy them so I can keep on going. I want to die so I can keep on going.
So I think that for everyone that is living situations like that, in my own personal experience, I allow myself to suffer it Because it's not that I want to suffer, but I allow my body to have the struggle and the feeling of something is dying. So my consciousness can actually work and say, now I know that because I'm dying, I can be reborn.
So the whole mindset starts to reset and starts to be a blessing for the new things to come. But of course, the process is difficult. But if you fight it on, you shouldn't feel like that, or don't cry, you know, these kind of things that people used to say, it's all going to be okay. It doesn't have to.
Like, if you put your mindset on everything's going to be okay, you're going to get out of this or these kind of things, you don't allow yourself to actually finish the process.
Exactly.
I don't have any technique of anything. I basically, when I start to feel like this, I just allow myself to feel it. The essence is like the void. It has no point of relation. So it's holding everything. So it cannot relate to anything directly. It's just there for the everything. So the ego is basically like the focus on your side.
Like, okay, I have so many things and I am so many things that I will put my attention into this spot here. So that spot becomes the point of gravity of the whole thing. So all of it starts to spin towards it like a galaxy, and it creates the ego. So the ego is this point of gravity, so the essence can say, oh, I can relate to that. I have something to relate to now. So what happens?
If the essence grows bigger and bigger, so more things will go to that point of gravity. So a person that... has nothing in its life, usually don't have much to carry in the ego because it's not carrying the weight of anything, like any mission, purpose, or relationships, or friends, or family, or whatever, or money. It's just free.
That's why a lot of people, to release the ego, they just go to a cave in the middle of nowhere, and they start to meditate and leave everything behind, even the clothes. Because in that way, you have nothing to think of, nothing that the ego can be attached to or carry as a point of attention. That's why we have this common belief that doing that is to release the ego.
Which is not.
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