Matt McCusker

I need a water break.

I need a water break, babe.

But I agree with you, man.

It's like, you know, that's, if I could somehow, you know, if you think about distilling all of your life's efforts into like one thing, for me, it really is trying to figure out how to kind of spread the stoke as much as possible.

And not even like, I feel like it gets a bad rap because there's that like vapid version of that where you're like in the mirror being like, you're a champion.

It's like not that at all.

It's like, no, you're a worm.

And you're pathetic on some level, but despite all that, you can still transcend that inside yourself and not be a total drag on your own life and, you know, everybody else's.

It's the weirdest thing.

I've literally tried this.

I was on LSD one time and like towards the end of it, I got this wave where I was like, I got to show up for myself.

I got to love myself.

And I like looked in the mirror and there's a first thought in my brain was like, shut up.

And I was like, all right, my bad.

Try to love you, but you pushed me away.

But yeah, I personally think

Yeah, I think that's one of those things that, like, it sounds great, and then you try it practically, and you go, okay, like, this is impossible.

I personally think you should not beat yourself up, like you were saying, and just rather than trying to play some weird mind game with yourself and, like, loving yourself, just go do something for somebody else.

That's the easiest.

That's easy.