Matt McCusker

It's not nice.

But that helped me with social.

people apart or their idiosyncrasies and i'll do it part of the if i'm if i'm struggling on stage i'll sacrifice a crowd member just because i'm like i'm not doing well and i'll just absolutely sacrifice somebody and i know i'm like this is wrong but i need this laugh right now and i'm gonna make fun of your hat and i'm gonna make you feel terrible right now so that i can continue and i know it's not right but it's you know or you're doing it to yourself too like about your own life and yeah how yeah

Oh, I do that.

But if I, if I, uh, that's an easy trick to get a crowd on your side.

Just absolutely just crush somebody in the crowd.

And then they're like, all right, you guys want this?

You better start fucking laughing at me.

I will fuck you.

No, that's how my growing up.

My family dinners were like that though.

Like we'd all, I was one of six kids and we'd all sit around the table.

And it was just like, it was a war zone.

Like everyone would start making fun of each other.

Like my dad would get involved and like, he would just like, it would be one victim.

You'd be, if the light turned on you, everyone would start just saying whatever they could to just completely humiliate you.

And you had to like strike out against somebody else and would turn the attention on them.

And it was like, it was not, it was like every night at dinner.

No, it could be.

I don't know, but it's definitely, that's, that could be at least where that very critical negative voice came from.