Matthew Brown

I mean, it comes in waves.

I mean, it comes in waves.

I mean, it comes in waves.

So, yes. But I make a conscious effort every day to not let fear rule my life and my deeds. So, yes, I'm scared. But this is the right thing. It's the necessary thing.

So, yes. But I make a conscious effort every day to not let fear rule my life and my deeds. So, yes, I'm scared. But this is the right thing. It's the necessary thing.

So, yes. But I make a conscious effort every day to not let fear rule my life and my deeds. So, yes, I'm scared. But this is the right thing. It's the necessary thing.

You know, if that happens, don't try too hard. Focus on the mission.

You know, if that happens, don't try too hard. Focus on the mission.

You know, if that happens, don't try too hard. Focus on the mission.

I trusted too much. And I did not trust myself enough. Took some... I paid some prices and... I do not doubt that there are the seeds for future costs I'll have to pay in the future.

I trusted too much. And I did not trust myself enough. Took some... I paid some prices and... I do not doubt that there are the seeds for future costs I'll have to pay in the future.

I trusted too much. And I did not trust myself enough. Took some... I paid some prices and... I do not doubt that there are the seeds for future costs I'll have to pay in the future.

Well, with the job, with government, my career is dead. It has been dead for years now. I have a file on me. Even if I chose to never do any of this and just keep working, I predict that I would have found my career stunted mysteriously as soon as I would have sought to advance into what I thought was a noble mission.

Well, with the job, with government, my career is dead. It has been dead for years now. I have a file on me. Even if I chose to never do any of this and just keep working, I predict that I would have found my career stunted mysteriously as soon as I would have sought to advance into what I thought was a noble mission.

Well, with the job, with government, my career is dead. It has been dead for years now. I have a file on me. Even if I chose to never do any of this and just keep working, I predict that I would have found my career stunted mysteriously as soon as I would have sought to advance into what I thought was a noble mission.

um personally it's hard to describe um you know that i've been doing this for about four years now only very recently have i had anyone to talk to um about it in outside of like you know hey can you make this meeting happen um i've had no allies That has changed. It's been a very painful, costly process to find allies, but I have them. There's more of us.

um personally it's hard to describe um you know that i've been doing this for about four years now only very recently have i had anyone to talk to um about it in outside of like you know hey can you make this meeting happen um i've had no allies That has changed. It's been a very painful, costly process to find allies, but I have them. There's more of us.

um personally it's hard to describe um you know that i've been doing this for about four years now only very recently have i had anyone to talk to um about it in outside of like you know hey can you make this meeting happen um i've had no allies That has changed. It's been a very painful, costly process to find allies, but I have them. There's more of us.

Yes, I believe, and I think, and I could probably help someone else prove it, but lethal... Lethal action has been taken against people that tried to get the truth out. Or maybe we're just considered wildcards, not able to be efficiently controlled, no longer useful. I think once you taste the darkness, you like using it.

Yes, I believe, and I think, and I could probably help someone else prove it, but lethal... Lethal action has been taken against people that tried to get the truth out. Or maybe we're just considered wildcards, not able to be efficiently controlled, no longer useful. I think once you taste the darkness, you like using it.