Meagan

It was just perfect.

I was in pain, obviously, but I got my epidural, all family and friends, everybody came over.

I am just the rock.

I'm

doing so amazing everyone's telling me how amazing I've been this whole pregnancy you're so strong you've done so good you're gonna do so well and I labored maybe that was about noon I labored until the next morning like eight o'clock that morning it was time to start pushing and my little sister was in there my mom my ex-husband and his ex which is was our third child's mother

She was in there too, and she was actually filming, which I'm so thankful for her.

She had sat there with me all night long, and she went to leave whenever they were like, let's start pushing.

And I was like, you're not leaving.

This is the grand finale.

You've been here this long.

You're about to open these presents.

We've been waiting.

And so we were all in there.

It was just amazing.

I love going back and watching –

that video because what was to come I could not have imagined I thought it was about to be just perfect because I felt perfect I felt amazing my ex-husband was so supportive just come on baby come on you can do it push push like just amazing perfect and I remember I get a little emotional take your time because I

remember pushing the one final push and she came out and I and you can kind of see it in the video I kind of fell back onto the bed and my hands were up in the air like this probably I was in shock a little bit I was shaking and I was just enveloped just completely consumed with darkness

evil, darkness, sadness.

And I just laid there and I was looking up at the ceiling and of course everyone leaves you and they go rush to the baby.

Is the baby okay?