Meredith
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51 appearances
2 recordings
2 series
first heard Jan 2025
last heard Feb 2025
Meredith’s voice in public audio — every appearance, attributed to the second.
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I'm like, dude, you can't leave the clean dishes in the dishwasher because they didn't dry well enough. You know, like, you have to just take them out, you know, and dry them. But, you know, this is over 20 years. Like, it's the same things. There's not anything new. He just develops an interest in something that isn't, like,
really that pressing and he decides that he's going to focus on that instead of doing like the things that need to be done every day.
And it sounds like that is definitely true.
Yeah. No, I can see that. I can see that.
He's never – he's left me hanging.
Yeah, he's just, because I can't trust him. I can't trust him to pick me up. You know, I mean, it's just been demonstrated several times that he's just not willing to step up and do that.
I absolutely did. And a lot of it is he suffers from anxiety. I do too.
I beg him to get help from it. He won't do it. Okay.
Yeah. Yeah. And... And that becomes almost like a boundary issue because he literally wants me to call and make the appointment for him.
Yeah, and I just don't feel like that's my role. So he asked me, well, do you think this or this? Do you think this or this? And I'm like, I would pick something and go.
No, I'm well beyond that, you know, as far as that.
I've let that go. Oh, yeah.
What? Like, and no, no, no.
No. I mean, part of the thing is for the past several years since I decided, well, I'm doing this, but I'm not happy about it. And so I spent several years on what I'll call like the dopamine rush. Like, oh, I'm going to eat this food. I'm going to buy stuff. I'm going to, you know, all of these things.
And so when, especially men, which, because I'm not really attracted to women, but especially men who showed me care, When that's not what I get at home, I do feel that attraction. I crush on people that I have no interest in. I would never do that, but I think there's still a part of me that mourns for that partnership. That's what I thought I was getting.
Yeah, that was a conversation we had probably like 11, 12 years ago.
So he decided he really... He went and talked to people. He's a big crowdsourcer. Went and talked to all these people, called into all these other friends. Oh, I need to do this testing for certification. And he couldn't pass the testing. And then it just kind of like fell away. He hooked up with an old high school friend about a year or so ago. And the guy's like, oh, well, we can get you...
you know, you should come talk to my boss. And he went in and they're like, well, you're really, you know, kind of past an entry-level position, but don't really hold the, you know, hold a certification for this other thing. So, and, you know, his whole thing is, oh, well, like all of my friends who have all these great jobs, they're not anything special. I'm special.
I have, you know, this many degrees. And all they did was be born to a family that gave them stuff. gave him a company. I'm just like, so he's delusional.
Well, he's probably been out longer than that because when I married him, he was actually living with his parents. And I didn't realize that that meant that he wasn't actually earning enough to be on his own.
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