Michail Antonio

Where I am now and what I'm doing now is because of those mistakes.

It shaped me to the person I am now.

Josh Urins, he came to me and it was after the Conference League final.

It was the day of the Conference League final and all the boys were going out.

And I was a bit of a party boy.

I said to everybody, any big occasion, I was like, I want to have a drink.

After you'd won the conference league final.

Yeah, basically what happened was we were going through stuff at the time.

We weren't actually together at the time, but she's coming over with the kids so my kids could be there.

And then something's happened at the game.

We've had a bit of a misunderstanding.

And where I was such on a high, it kind of brought me down because life just kicked back in.

Because in that moment, I was already struggling up until that stage and blah, blah, blah.

So it just literally was like a flood hit me and all life has come back to me.

I was like realising that, okay, you might have won the conference, but you've got all this rubbish that you still need to deal with.

So it just came to me and I was sat in the changing rooms.

I was like, nah, I'm gonna have a couple of drinks and see if I can like shake this off.

I had like four drinks, couldn't shake it.

Gone to the after party where all the families and stuff were, couldn't shake it.

On the coach now, everyone's getting off to go because Vlad and Thomas has sorted a night out for the boys.