Mike Glover

And as soon as I did that, when I woke up, I started praising God and I went outside of the backyard and thanked God because I got it full circle.

And from that moment on,

In my life, I realized that the problem hasn't lied with other people in my life that I've blamed, but with me.

Because I want the control.

And I've selfishly ran my life that way because I thought operationally, professionally, and personally, it would benefit everybody around me.

But that's the opposite.

And that hard lesson was learned over that experience.

And when I came out of that, it changed my life forever.

And look, my relationship with God is still personal.

And I talk about God more often than I have before.

But in that full circle moment with Pearl lying dead underneath the sheets, I buried her about five in the morning, couldn't even break the ground.

It took me a few hours to dig deep enough to bury her.

It was snowing.

It was very like,

man, full circle as a moment, I realized that a lot of the fault in this life, in my own catastrophes was because of me.

And if I just let God take control, that I was gonna be better off for it.

And that profoundly changed my life, man.

Yeah.

So my neighbors are Mexican.

And since the ice stuff came out, I haven't seen them in a year.