Misha

Yuck.

It was instant like I am uncomfortably high right now.

I feel like I'm going to throw up.

I'm like sitting across from my mother right now.

I was literally like, okay, well, I'm going to have to sit with this feeling and not say anything because there's no way that I can voice this.

And then probably like a minute passes and I'm like, no, I can't do this.

Oh, it was like, oh my God, how do I even describe it?

I literally was like, I remember like looking at my arms and I was like, oh, my arms feel real heavy.

Hey, like this isn't good.

And I was like, and like my head, I remember my head was like, I was looking at like my ex Benedict and was like,

I can't do this.

It's you... My mum across from me, my brother and his girlfriend.

And I look up at them and I'm like, is anyone else like kind of feeling it?

And my brother and his girlfriend were like, no, not really.

Like, are you okay?

And I was like...

nah, like this is really heavy.

Like I'm so high.

And like instantly it was like nightmare fuel.

My mom points her finger in my face and she's like, I told you so.