Neil Adams

That kind of dark period in my life, you know, and I never, ever, ever, you know, did it go through my mind, anything else, but it definitely affected me and I was on a downward kind of spiral in a lot of different ways.

That kind of dark period in my life, you know, and I never, ever, ever, you know, did it go through my mind, anything else, but it definitely affected me and I was on a downward kind of spiral in a lot of different ways.

That kind of dark period in my life, you know, and I never, ever, ever, you know, did it go through my mind, anything else, but it definitely affected me and I was on a downward kind of spiral in a lot of different ways.

And, um, would still even, you know, I mean, we, we have an amazing marriage and we have an amazing family and everything's great, but I still wake up sometimes and I'll say, I've just dreamt, you know, that, and it's the same reoccurring dream where I'm trying to get somewhere and I'm trying to put it right. You know, and I, I've got.

And, um, would still even, you know, I mean, we, we have an amazing marriage and we have an amazing family and everything's great, but I still wake up sometimes and I'll say, I've just dreamt, you know, that, and it's the same reoccurring dream where I'm trying to get somewhere and I'm trying to put it right. You know, and I, I've got.

And, um, would still even, you know, I mean, we, we have an amazing marriage and we have an amazing family and everything's great, but I still wake up sometimes and I'll say, I've just dreamt, you know, that, and it's the same reoccurring dream where I'm trying to get somewhere and I'm trying to put it right. You know, and I, I've got.

this chance of putting this Olympic final right, you know, in, in, in this dream, I've got a chance to doing it, but I can't get there. And the traffic stopping me or something stops me. And I, you know, and then I wake up and I'm sweating and it's, and you think, well, after all this time, that's not possible, but it is. And it happens. Yeah.

this chance of putting this Olympic final right, you know, in, in, in this dream, I've got a chance to doing it, but I can't get there. And the traffic stopping me or something stops me. And I, you know, and then I wake up and I'm sweating and it's, and you think, well, after all this time, that's not possible, but it is. And it happens. Yeah.

this chance of putting this Olympic final right, you know, in, in, in this dream, I've got a chance to doing it, but I can't get there. And the traffic stopping me or something stops me. And I, you know, and then I wake up and I'm sweating and it's, and you think, well, after all this time, that's not possible, but it is. And it happens. Yeah.

Well, you know, his team doctor and coach, he came up to me afterwards and said, I'm just really sorry. And that's all they said is I'm just really sorry. They were sorry because, you know, obviously the obvious sadness about that, you know, and of course everybody takes their – you know, I went actually – Two and a, was it three weeks later, the German Open.

Well, you know, his team doctor and coach, he came up to me afterwards and said, I'm just really sorry. And that's all they said is I'm just really sorry. They were sorry because, you know, obviously the obvious sadness about that, you know, and of course everybody takes their – you know, I went actually – Two and a, was it three weeks later, the German Open.

Well, you know, his team doctor and coach, he came up to me afterwards and said, I'm just really sorry. And that's all they said is I'm just really sorry. They were sorry because, you know, obviously the obvious sadness about that, you know, and of course everybody takes their – you know, I went actually – Two and a, was it three weeks later, the German Open.

So he had to compete in the German Open three weeks later. So I went over to fight him and beat him in the final of the German Open. And it didn't do anything for me because it was a much tighter match. He was a lot closer. He had a lot more confidence coming in. So he fought me a lot differently. And then it was me pulling it back. and just managing to win in the final.

So he had to compete in the German Open three weeks later. So I went over to fight him and beat him in the final of the German Open. And it didn't do anything for me because it was a much tighter match. He was a lot closer. He had a lot more confidence coming in. So he fought me a lot differently. And then it was me pulling it back. and just managing to win in the final.

So he had to compete in the German Open three weeks later. So I went over to fight him and beat him in the final of the German Open. And it didn't do anything for me because it was a much tighter match. He was a lot closer. He had a lot more confidence coming in. So he fought me a lot differently. And then it was me pulling it back. and just managing to win in the final.

And I thought, well, that might appease, it appeased nothing, didn't do anything.

And I thought, well, that might appease, it appeased nothing, didn't do anything.

And I thought, well, that might appease, it appeased nothing, didn't do anything.

It means so much. And I think, you know, but I've got to say this, and this is honestly, you know, if it meant that if I'd have won that Olympic Games and it had to change my life into a different direction, which I probably would have not competed in the 88 Olympic Games then. All right.

It means so much. And I think, you know, but I've got to say this, and this is honestly, you know, if it meant that if I'd have won that Olympic Games and it had to change my life into a different direction, which I probably would have not competed in the 88 Olympic Games then. All right.