Nikki Westcott
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Then things got messier.
I ended up moving in with the work guy.
And he turned out to be a shit.
To everyone else, we were just housemates.
That's when he made it clear that he didn't want a relationship.
No.
And he was happy to be housemates and FWB.
Friends with benefits.
Okay.
I wanted more.
Holy fuck.
Cue two years of back and forth.
The connection was incredible, but around friends and family, I was treated like a flatmate, not a partner, not even a best friend.
I recently bought my own place, but we still work together.
They're still flirting, occasional visits, and yes, we still end up naked sometimes.
The problem is I just can't stop thinking about him.
I wanted to end the friends of benefits situation because I know it's keeping me stuck,
but I'm terrified that he'll disappear completely.
Our friendship means so much to me.
I also carry a huge amount of guilt about how I treated my ex-husband.