Oliver Anthony (Christopher Lunsford)
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first heard May 2025
last heard May 2025
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And it's like pretty soon you've built this whole mountain of, of, of, of mismanaged, neglected, uh,
stuff for lack of a better word, like this mountain that you have to climb back up in order to fix all these things that you should have been doing all along.
And then the, and then on the other side of it, it's like, well, I could just die.
Like that seems a lot like it's almost like for, I think from a man's perspective, maybe the friends that I've had that I've lost, it seems like a lot of times you think, you'd never see it coming, you know, like, I don't know, maybe that's a general thing with, it seems like a lot of times men mask that better and you don't pick up on it as much, but.
Um, I think it's like, you just dig yourself into a point to where it's like you have a mountain of responsibility in front of you that you haven't faced that you don't know how to face and you ha you haven't been able to do so for a long time, but there's this really easy detour and it's just, you know,
Putting your big toe on the trigger.
And it's like, which one of those are... I don't know.
Like, they're both seeing... But at that point, your perception of reality is so distorted that, like, you don't... All the things that would normally compel you to move along, like your love and joy and, like, your drive to be that...
none of that really, it's not there for you to even contemplate, if that makes sense.
It's like that part is almost like, at least for a little while, invisible.
And all you see is fear and responsibility and just this, like I said, I just envision it like a mountain that you don't really know if you're even able to climb.
And then the other option is just
So I think that's probably where a lot of people go and that's probably where I was, was just like, you know.
That was what was so powerful for me about just beginning to open my mind back up to reading just a little bit of stuff, like a little bit of stuff from the New Testament that Jesus said and some different perspectives and teachings.
But like, you know, an apostle would be in prison, like basically being tortured and facing death, but like just overjoyed in writing about talking out.
It's all about your perspective of things.
Like I said, like, that's why I never could understand why.
you know, like celebrities or professional, I mean, giving one example of many, like a Kurt Cobain type scenario where you have a guy that's just immensely talented, just will always be loved by plenty of people.
Like I never could understand why that guy.
That's why blue collar workers have such a high suicide rate in all too, and why it is so important to talk to those people.
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