Perrie Edwards

You don't have to bury it and become crazy.

You know you can cry.

Yeah, you can.

Let it out.

Yeah, I think that's important.

And I think Alex did go through the motions and he tried to toughen up and be there for me.

But I know he went through it and I know he was struggling because it's just awful.

Yeah, I spoke to the girls and they blessed them.

They were sending me like hampers from the white company and this, that and the other.

And they were really sweet about it.

It was awful.

I think I told Leanne at the time, because we have a group chat from when we had our babies, because we were pregnant at the same time.

We did everything together.

Of course, we'd be in sync with our children as well.

And it was, I spoke to Leanne and I told Leanne first and I was like, babe, please, can you tell Jada?

No, I would...

like to have spoke to Jade, but even just telling people what had happened was making me feel sick to my stomach.

So once I'd explained it once, I kind of was like, please, can you just take it from here and let Jade know?

And she was like, of course, babe, like no problem.

So that that was hard, like telling people.