Róisín Ingle

So I don't know what's going to happen.

You know, I don't know what's ahead of me.

I just I really feel I'm going to be OK with it.

That's what I want.

I want to be OK with it because that is just the way my life unfolds.

And going back to the equanimity thing.

You know, I just I want to be in that place of acceptance and okayness with it because I know that's going to be better, not just for me, but for everyone around me.

And that's why me and my mom have had a very good experience with all of this because we're very close.

But also she's she appreciates the fact that I'm in this place and I'm dealing with it this way and it allows her to be solid and safe with it as well.

Whereas if I was not like that, it would affect everyone around me.

So I don't see it just as, it is just, it's about me, but then it helps everyone else as well.

And that's what I'm trying to do.

Now, I'm not saying I'm going to be like that.

Like if I go in and they tell me something, you know, they start talking about short weeks and all of that.

Like, I'm not going to say to you that I'm not going to be sitting there going, oh, that's absolutely fine.

I don't know, but I really, that's my hope.

And that's what I want to be because I know that's the best way.

We have no control.

You know, I have acceptance.

And also what really helped me with the cancer thing is the, and I know it's really important for some people to talk about fighting and battling and all of that thing.