Rachel Forde
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Appearances Over Time
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Michael's.
I put my family through hell, absolute hell.
And I was oblivious to it all.
I couldn't see what people were trying to tell me.
I thought the world was all against me, you know, and I couldn't see any other way.
I could not see the light at the end of the tunnel.
I just thought, this is it.
I'm fucked.
You know, there's nothing I can do here.
And I suppose a part of me wanted there to be nothing I could do.
I was a bit comfortable in that pain at that time.
And that's hard to say that, but I was, I was comfortable.
And then there was a knock at my door one day and it was the guards, which at this point in my life was a regular occurrence.
And I remember I went down the stairs and I opened the door and I had no shoes or socks on me.
I'm brazen as brass.
I was, what the fuck do you want?
Do you know?
Because that's the kind of mindset I was in then, Brenda.
And like, that's not me.
You know, that is, I'm not, you know.