Raven

Did something happen at that time that...

Yeah.

I was watching a couple of old timers, one old timer in specific, I won't mention talking about a house he sold out, you know, and bragging about it.

And I'm like, Oh man, I don't want to be 60 years old bragging about houses.

I did just because I'm insecure.

You know, I got to do something about this.

And what was the work that you did?

Was it just like realizing you had more self-worth than what you did in the ring?

Yeah, it's talking to a therapist and her leading me to the – that's the annoying thing about therapists is they lead you to the answers.

They don't necessarily give you the answers.

They make you figure them out.

Unless you can't figure it out, and then they'll kind of help you along the way.

But that's their whole job is to get you where the end goal.

And after I spent time on a therapist couch, you know, a couple years, two, three years at least, I was finally – you know, I was able to deal with all the –

baggage.

You know, I still, when I talk about the baggage, um, it's still, even though I've dealt with all the issues and I'm cool with them, it's still like ripping a bandaid off, you know, especially like, that's why, you know, why, when the director sent me a copy of the documentary, he goes, uh, all right, will you watch this and give me your thoughts?

And I go, okay.

And six weeks later he calls up, he goes, have you watched it yet?

I go, no.

I just didn't want to watch it.