Remi Bader
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1,044 appearances
2 recordings
2 series
first heard Mar 2025
last heard 1 Dec
Remi Bader’s voice in public audio — every appearance, attributed to the second.
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I think I'm getting there. Okay. I think that... And I've been so nervous to say this of how to say it the right way, but I'm going to be completely honest. I think I still have struggles. I think we're all going to have struggles in whatever body or whatever point we're in in our life.
Have those things since the surgery, in terms of the health issues that I explained, which is why I did it, I did it for my health, have those things improved and gotten better? My... Blood work is 100% normal. It hasn't been in probably five years. That's great. I have genetically a bad back.
knock on wood i have not been in bed with a bad back since my knees don't hurt anymore i don't sweat the way i used to i fully got my periods back to normal um like so many things are i have more energy than ever but the things that you can't see and that's what i think right people on social media yeah sort of forget like yes you might see this happy-go-lucky girl while i'm filming this content but internally
for a lack of a better term you're sort of killing yourself because you're not prioritizing your health so your internal health I was like deteriorating in every way and it wasn't just physical health it was my mental health my physical health my emotional I was like completely lost myself I would look I would not look at myself in the mirror like for over a year like I would literally like try and look at like maybe just the glam I got in just my face I would not connect my face with my body like I completely just disconnected myself so yes since then I've fully been working on like
trying to reconnect myself like I look very different I also could not control the amount of weight that I lost I did not want to I'll be completely honest I'm probably the only person that's ever gone into a weight loss surgery but like how do I make sure I don't lose too much and I stay curvy like he was like no like after the fact and I was like I literally like have called him and been like what can I do to stop the weight loss like I didn't want to get to this point I wanted to still be able to be healthy but curvy I loved my curves I always have
I feel like the negatives I guess are a little bit of like I've definitely lost a little bit of my identity in myself but then I think when did I even have that because I wasn't big enough at a point to be plus size when I became online then when I became plus size I was too big to do stuff like I became too big to even do stuff with these fashion brands and designers because then I was too big like I
People were giving me all these names and titles of what I was, what I wasn't. You're not body positive. This, this. Now I'm too skinny. I'm like, I just don't.
Right.
That's the point of what you said before. How the hell was I supposed to share my thoughts that I'm still figuring out with everyone else? Because then when you say something as an influencer or content creator, someone with a following, people look at it as like they're going to listen to you. And a lot of responsibility. It's a lot of responsibility.
And I don't want to be a person that's a weight loss surgery advocate because like what if it does? What if they have this bad recovery? Like I want to be so open that I had a horrible recovery, but that I do feel better now. Right. I want to share both sides to it. I think that's important. I'm still processing all of it. It took me a while. I mean, I lost over 100.
I probably over 140 pounds in less than a year. Wow. I don't even know.
You'll always feel a certain way about yourself. I think that's normal and everyone does.
That's what I did. Do you feel like you owed it to people to tell them that you lost weight when you were going through that journey?
They're going to be like, you still let us down.
Like, be fair. I was thinking this before about you and how when I was younger in middle school and high school, like, you were who... I would – I never followed, like, influencers or, like – but I always followed you and saw – like, appreciated you. But for me, I was, like, thinking back. I'm like, it's definitely because a piece of it, not all of it.
I felt like I related to you and your personality and who you were and being funny and, like – but – You were curvier. And I was. And I grew up that way. So I was like, oh, wow, I have someone to relate to. The difference is that I feel is I never once you lost the weight or once you changed your appearance or anything, it never made me angry. It never made me be like, how dare she?
And I don't like her anymore. I never felt that. And I was trying to really think before, did I feel that way ever? No, I think you feel a little bit of like, damn, I wish I could...
maybe do that or maybe i could get to that point or something which is fine and that's why i said those messages i understand um but everyone has their own journey how are you going to be so harsh on someone for that and like why would i look at you as a completely different person just because you changed your body i've never felt that way and for me i feel the same like it should if you care to and everyone's on their own journey
That makes me think I was also very defensive when I was bigger and I would say happier than I was when I started getting in pain and got to a certain point. Like there was a point that I was like.
happy sometimes I definitely was struggling a little but I would get defensive because I wasn't ready or I wasn't there and I actually was like no you could be bigger and be happy and I still believe that yes I just think when you feel a certain point and if you have to do something for you like why can't you do that and I also have so many girlfriends that are bigger and they're
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