Remi Bader
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1,044 appearances
2 recordings
2 series
first heard Mar 2025
last heard 1 Dec
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Like you're full of shit. You're just eating. Stop eating. You know, like when I did that eating disorder treatment center was with people with anorexia, bulimia, all different sizes and binge eating. Like it's a lot of overlap. People don't realize that. Right. And, you know, we got back together. I tried to pretend it was fine.
And it actually was it was me being the one a little like more cautious and him being so in the relationship. He would say things, though, like during that time of like you, I can't wait for you to lose the weight so we could actually like I could throw you around in bed. We could actually have fun.
you know, things that I just am like looking back, you know, like even telling me like, and this was before the knowing about the surgery, like don't eat the rice on that or this or this. And I'm just like now being out of it and thinking of all of it. I'm like, I feel like I really let myself down and also let like other people And maybe that's part of the reason I shut down online, too.
Like I was just like I completely let myself down, too. And other people have like I'm supposed to be this like girl that's like taking no shit and being like never let yourself, you know, like I let this like man make me. I can't ever blame someone for how I feel about myself. But I really lost all my confidence in that situation. Yeah.
I mean, now that I've been starting to date and stuff too, which I never did in my life, I hate that I have one thing to compare to, but I'll go back and be like, well, I liked that about that relationship. And then I'm like, but now I'm romanticizing something that also maybe wasn't.
maybe wasn't what it was I think just I think I get like a little mad at myself that I'm like why am I still in this stage of any sort of breakup like I should be over it but I think the point is everyone has has all different journeys in general and I think especially with breakups like I am over that person but I'm angry that I let myself deal with those things in a relationship and being and felt betrayed by that person.
In terms of relationships with you since you've been in the public eye for so long, like, do you feel in that same way with, like, I asked about your body? Like, do you feel that with relationships, like, when that ended with Lamar, like, that you owed people answers? Or, like, I'm trying to navigate, like, what am I going to do next?
I probably will... I don't think, I can't say, I don't know, but I don't think I will put my relationship out there in the way I did because then I feel like people feel like you owe them answers.
Yeah. People weren't as like transparent online, too. Yeah. It was like photos on Instagram more. And that was totally.
Yeah.
I'll do this there.
But what you're saying is the difference of secret and private like that is a difference. Yes. You're not being secretive. You're not hiding someone like but like no matter what if you are you're allowed to have privacy.
I have another question for you just in terms of relationship. Were you and did you have a very angry stage where then How do you let that anger go? Not for that person, but for you?
Now I'm like remembering you screaming on TV. So was that after Lamar or Tristan?
Well, I've learned that you're not going to get that. You're not going to get it. You have to give that to yourself.
Right.
Yeah.
No, no. I just think that that was part of me wanting to... The body stuff specifically. Like, that's what I just feel like I needed. It's hurtful. I started realizing it really delayed what I was taking. And way after the breakup. And I felt like it was... It's been, like, living inside of me. And I needed to talk... Like, I need to say it out loud. And I do feel like all of this...
And why I wanted to talk about it will actually be just a relief on me. I feel like it's kind of been all of this has been eating me alive inside a little bit.
I think so.
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