Rhian Mannings
speaker
885 appearances
2 recordings
1 series
first heard Jun 2026
last heard 4 Jun
Rhian Mannings’s voice in public audio — every appearance, attributed to the second.
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You know, EMDR literally sorted my head into filing cabinets and drawers and just made things a bit tidier so I could actually think rather than just have this mess going around in my head.
Yeah, again, you know, this is from my own perspective here that, you know, I'd sit there with the psychotherapist like you and I are sat here now.
And between us, there'd be a strobe light.
So it was about this big and it was like just a green light.
I chose green for some reason.
And this light just went back and forth like this all the time.
And the idea was, it is horrendous.
It's the most painful experience ever.
My psychotherapist would say to me, I want you now to think about George and when he died.
And that's in there, but I don't talk and think about it very much.
But you're looking at this moving light and he asks you to talk to him about that experience.
And you're talking about it and you're crying your eyes out and it's really, really vivid and horrible.
But all I can describe then is that your mind goes to completely random places.
So I'd be looking at this light thinking, George is on the bed, his heart is stopped, they're resuscitating him, he's passed away.
Me and Paul are on the beach in Barbados now, you know, drinking cocktails.
And then I'm back in work now teaching and I'm going home and putting the children to bed.
Your brain, my brain, just jumped.
And all I can describe it as is like an old-fashioned picture reel, film reel,
where it flips, just goes round and round and round.
And the memories were just going round and round and round like that.
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