Richard Gadd

I'm joking.

Mistake number one.

Mistake number one.

Tying the incident into this idea that I was no longer a man anymore.

This idea that I'd been feminized.

It's funny.

Out of all the things that bothered me, and trust me, there was a lot that bothered me.

There was a lot that bothered me.

The one thing that bothered me most, and it seems ridiculous in retrospect, the one thing that bothered me the most, the one thing that bothered my monkey the most, this idea that I was no longer a man.

This idea that I'd been feminized.

And six years on,

What is masculinity?

What does that really mean?

It's just a word.

It's just a box for people to put things in.

It doesn't exist.

And I let it bother me for six years.

And if masculinity does exist, then masculinity is the problem with everything.

It's the problem with my side in terms of not speaking out, but it's the problem with the other side as well in terms of doing something like this in the first place.

A lack of power in a man's head driving him towards primal sexual monkey dominance.