Ronan Cullen
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828 appearances
1 recordings
1 series
first heard Jun 2026
last heard 28 Jun
Ronan Cullen’s voice in public audio — every appearance, attributed to the second.
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Then once we were up at the grave then, it was like it was just silent.
And I could just hear him crying in the background.
And I thought, that's enough.
That's enough.
You know, and I went over and I just grabbed him and we walked out and just got out of that graveyard.
It's just horrendous.
I was caught up in all my own feelings the first week or so and I couldn't look after him properly.
That's the truth of it.
I didn't know my arse from my elbow.
And I didn't for months after, you know, and it's taken me, you know, five months and it's only really in the last month or so that I've been able to kind of, like I've been doing everything with him.
I've been looking after him.
I've been bringing him to school.
I've been playing with him and,
you know doing all that talking to him but as soon as I stop I'm just back to being like this shell of a person like and it's only really the last month now I'm like you know I really have to like engage properly with him and I am and I know that
Everything I do now, I just think, you know, this is exactly what Clare would be doing if it was the other way around.
And I know she would have went through the four or five months of absolute torture.
And it's still torture, but, like, I'm making sure that...
you know, I get a bit of joy out of having my son, you know, and I can enjoy him again, you know, and we can enjoy things together, you know, and he's such a strong little boy for an eight-year-old.
Like, he's just phenomenal.
Like, he's really, he's dragged me through this, you know,
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