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I just think about like, maybe if I maybe would have pushed him out the way, maybe he's better off here than me.

Just like I just, my mind's going everywhere.

And I'm like, I'm like backtracking.

Yeah.

But it's just like, I remember being on the couch and my phone going off because I was sick with COVID.

I'm getting like these messages from people I don't know.

Like, hey, your mom's in the hospital.

You need to check on your mom.

And I ain't talking to my mom for like two weeks just because I was busy traveling.

And I'm like, okay, someone's telling me your mom's at this hospital.

So I call the hospital and be like, you know,

telling my name and i'm asking you know tell my mom's name they're like okay hold on and instantly like my heart dropped and i get on the phone with a doctor and they're like yeah your mom's here um she's unresponsive pretty much brain dead because my mom you know overdosed you know so it's like

Damn, maybe if I would have called her and told her, come live with me.

Like it just, it sucked.

Like I'm a mama's boy and a grandma's boy.

Like I just, it sucks to get to the hospital.

and see her there and I just want to just shake her and like tell her to wake up.

There's nothing I could do.

And I remember the first time my mom seeing me on TV, Russell, wrote me this long paragraph.

She sent it to me and I still have it.