Ryan Hanley

I'm using that word today because I'm sitting with you.

But like,

When I was researching, talking to you and what you have going on right now, I was like, oh my God, this is what I struggle with every day is this constant sense that if I have 15 minutes and it's 9.30 at night, instead of picking up a book or sitting on the couch and just relaxing, I'm back on my computer because God forbid, I can't get another article out or another email sent or something.

And am I falling behind if I'm not doing that?

So I guess-

So you're constantly trying to optimize.

So my question is maybe starting with, and let me know if this is the wrong place to start, but- I love it.

How do I-

Become aware that I'm having an enough problem that my problem is it's never enough for me that I'm just always feeling like if I'm not pushing forward, if I'm not seeing progress every single day and somehow I'm like falling behind or I'm not living up to my potential.

How do I become aware of that fact?

Because I think a lot of people, they may not even be able to put words around it.

Yeah.

I couldn't, I couldn't agree with that more.

It's funny.

This is contextual, but so I have two boys, 12 and 10, they both play baseball and yeah.

And they both started out the season hitting.

Okay.

Less, less, you know, low, not as well as they would have liked.

And, you know, I don't know if you played baseball, anyone that did, there is a, there's something about hitting and the, the activity of hitting that while you are part of a team and,

It is a very personal moment.