Sage Robbins

And at times I miss that.

I miss that because I was so focused on what life wasn't giving me.

Yes.

Well, I can only share.

I mean, it sounds trite to say that, you know, to have faith and to trust in life's process.

But that's really what really schooled me is I, you know, I fell in love with what is.

I fell in love with life.

I fell in love with our life and found such enrichment.

You know, you're a mama.

You know, you have beautiful children.

And my mind was at a certain stage so focused on what wasn't happening that I thought should happen.

And, you know, Byron Katie, who's a very dear friend of ours, she always says, you know, you don't have to accept what is, but life is just kinder and saner when we do.

It's kinder and saner when we do.

And that's just, once again, through creativity and love and God's grace, we had a surrogate that ended up being the mother of our child.

And through such a level of friendship and such a level of creativity and such a level of willingness...

I think that's just what's so beautiful and to really look a hundred feet above because we miss when we're in our pain.

I'll speak for myself.

When I was in my pain or in what I thought life should be, I missed.

I miss the miracle that was already here right in front of me.

And also just trust in, you know, it was a divine orchestration.