Sarah
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He told me he doesn't want to do it because he thinks he'll throw up.
And that's really hard.
It's really hard to hear because it's not just about the act and the fact that I'm never going to get to experience it, but...
Knowing that my husband is like, is repulsed by something that intimate is shattering.
And it's not me.
It's not me specifically.
He's assured me of that.
Like he's told me, like, I am attracted to your body.
It's not, it's not you specifically.
It's any, any vagina would gross him out.
He's never seen me.
He's never seen me in the light.
I'll take it anyway.
I believe him.
And I don't know how to forgive him for marrying me anyway when I knew and he knew that I was not going to be content with that.
Because how do you not know that about yourself?