Scott McNamara

So, I mean, I definitely had a desire for women and I definitely, you know, I definitely indulged in that for sure.

How many women have you fucked?

A lot, but I don't know.

I lost count.

I mean, if I'm honest, those years of my life were, it was like blackouts.

Do you know what I mean?

I would drink a lot.

I'd take a lot of drugs.

So it was just, it goes with the territory, right?

When you live in that kind of lifestyle, it's just whatever, whatever goes, you know?

Yeah, so it definitely spiralled out of control very quickly.

And then, because I had a lot of access to it, right?

And then, I mean, I was getting up in the morning, snotting cocaine for breakfast, you know, so it was like that.

So it was like, you know, all day.

It got to that point where I'd get up in the morning and snort for breakfast, you know what I mean?

So it definitely got very, very heavy.

And yeah, I mean, it almost killed me on two occasions.

So it was bad, you know what I mean?

It was three years in its intensity.

And thank the Lord he rescued me from it.