Sinéad Hall

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Family Flowers Only by Grief Ireland · Family Flowers Only with Sinead Hall · 21 Jun 2026 podcast

And while I know it was just his body, I know who he really was, wasn't suffering and he wasn't, maybe he wasn't even in his body anymore.

But the body was suffering.

And me keeping him was now becoming cruel.

So that night, or the next day, I agreed.

I said, okay, I have no choice.

So that evening or that night, I don't know, but I took him, they put him on my chest and we did skin to skin, which is like the second time I got to hold him in the whole 11 days.

And I just lay with him and keep laying beside me and I just sang to him and I talked to him and I felt such guilt.

But we just did it, just me and Keith by ourselves.

And in those moments, like literally it was the hardest thing I've ever, ever had to do.

Like, I felt like he knew that his journey here was done and he felt like he wasn't suffering.

And his body was suffering, but it felt like he wasn't.

And there seemed to be this kind of... It sounds so weird, but there was an energy between us.

Like, I was just holding him on my chest and he was just lying there breathing, but breathing because of the machines.

But...

There was just such peace.

There was moments of such peace and acceptance and like I could only describe it as beautiful.

It was beautiful.

Like it was an otherworldly experience.

And I can't say I felt him leave his body.

I didn't because I think he'd already left really.

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