Sita Walker

Whatever it is that their soul tells them they should be doing and being and believing.

And I just didn't know.

And how could I know?

Because I grew up in such a strong, faithful family.

So I had to come clean and tell John and Fari that.

How did they respond?

Well, I wasn't so much worried about mum and

And I wasn't so much even wanting to say anything to mum because we sort of protect Fari because we don't like her to be hurt by anything because she's had so many difficult things.

I mean, Rani passing away was not the only terrible young death that she had experienced in her life.

So we like to look after mum.

Dad's a bit more robust.

So I've, I've wanted to tell dad, but also because he's so principled, I didn't want him to feel like I was throwing my upbringing back in his face.

You know, they did a great job.

I, I grew up in a very loving home.

Uh,

But I wanted to be honest and that's difficult for me because I also like to be pleasing people.

So I went to Toowoomba, took the kids and mum was, you know, mum was telling me, you need to get married.

You need to marry Anthony.

And I said, I'm not doing that again, mum.

I'm not doing it because...