Spencer Matthews
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And I think that this challenge in many ways was full of that for me.
I think when you're depleted, when you're short on sleep and you've been going for hours and hours and hours and your body and mind really want a break, but you don't afford that for yourself.
You just carry on.
It takes less to get you going.
And yeah, for me, those feelings are really welcome.
I like feeling that way.
Yeah.
I don't even know, you know, I think, as I mentioned earlier, I had this conversation with Jamie and he said to me, you suppress your feelings and you, you know, he...
He essentially implied that he felt that I thought that crying was weak.
And I don't think that at all.
I just, you know, if I could burst into tears now, I would.
You know, I just, I don't really know.
I don't know.
I honestly, I don't really know.
I don't really know what it is.
I feel...
Feelings of elation.
I feel extreme feelings of joy.
I'm a very happy person.
I feel extraordinary love in my life.