Spencer Matthews

I don't want to say the universe rewards you for, you know, cause I honestly, I have no idea.

I have no idea how these things work.

Right.

But, but when you, when I make an effort and I try nice things happen, you know, and if I'm on holiday and I decide to, you know, uh, like day drink a bit and, and, and, you know, take my foot off the gas, then things slow down, you know, and it's as simple as that really.

Um,

I don't know.

Moderation.

I think if you are, if you have my kind of nature, call it an addictive nature or an alcoholic nature or whatever you want to call it.

There's always, it's a slippery slope, always will be.

I think the difference is responsibility and all of the good work that you do.

I think me going out and destroying myself for days on end is going to get in the way of my business.

It's going to get in the way of my career.

It's going to get in the way of my marriage.

It's not a good example for my children.

I think having kids makes quite a big difference.

My kids have never seen me drunk and they never will, hopefully.

I had a lot less on.

I had a lot of turbulence in my mind before.

I was lazy as well.

I didn't try.